Loving it?

Perhaps; For the most part.

#1 Most stressful week one can encounter: Experienced and Finished.

Valentine's Day is next on the list. The connotation the day holds, and the aura it possesses is taking its toll. A similar feeling to Christmas; the consistent joy and bliss is ravishing through the lives of one another.

I could not be more happier. Seeing grudges fade, gossiping reduced, seclusion minimal, and drama near extinction; coexisting with seeing friendships strengthen, group expansion, smiles increasing, and seeing the "rules of attraction" in full effect.

What more can I ask to see each and every one of my friends I have at my second "home" with more uniform happiness than i have seen all year?

Nothing.

But.

Although I can say i have the support and friendship with certain individuals, I am going to take this time and apologize for the selfishness of the following statement.

I have never felt so alone in my life.

Seeing the smiles on friends' faces, hearing of the developing chemistry between individuals erects a distinct amount of jealousy within myself.

Call it childish.

But I'm still waiting for the rollercoaster I'm on to make its way UP.