Reevaluation

I don't think it's a word...But i don't really care.

Winter break began a reevaluation phase into my life.

I learned who really mattered here in Olympia...There were many occasions where plans were made, and were MEGA bailed on. There were people I didnt see. There were people who i wanted to see. And there were people who i wanted to see but didnt see. I just want to give a thanks to all of those who i got to spend even the smallest amount of time with. I don't want to sound like a bitch, but i also want to give MEGA THANKS to those who did not give an effort. I didn't see my best friend the ENTIRE break, and that person made an effort to see me 3 hours before their plane left. I know you might be thinking...wow Alan, looks like you did not make an effort with that one so why are you complaining? Scheduling Conflicts - Eff yourselves and Suck It. So...To the olympia cats who matter...I love you kids.

Next...there are the Western Kids. I got close to a few, I grew apart from a few. But that's only because of Winter break itself. Being in Olympia, We dont get the opportunity to hop in the car for a 30 min or less ride to see other kids from school. So we make the best of it. Ichat FOREAL saved me from going insane. One of my closest buds helped me deal with a lot of ish this break. Tonks bro. The usual - AIM, Facebook, Myspace...all helped but still not the same as seeing all your faces everyday. Let's just end this part with - I'm glad i met all of you, you each bring something different out of me. Although right now i question some things about some people, It's 08 - We'll see what it brings.

Girls - I don't know. End of story.

Well, to sum it up....sorry for another post. I know i posted earlier today (I LOVE YOU NO HOMO)...but i found this post necessary. I leave for Bellingham tomorrow, and i can say it's the first time I'm feeling bummed about leaving home. All of break I've been telling myself, man, Olympia is whack, I hate it here....it's weird how one statement by one person about your hometown can make u feel otherwise Haha. I'll mos def miss Olympia. But freedom will be nice.

It's 3:24 AM. I'm Out. Suck it.

Soundtrack for the Day
Marques Houston - Always and Forever